It's been three years. Looking back I realize how much I've changed and I have to admit that I'm pleased with the changes. I now possess a sort of innate ability to create nicely crafted sentence structure (sometimes anyway), I'm in a relationship with the person I consider to be my one true eternal love, and I no longer have any problems getting through school.

I like the person I've become. :) I'm no longer the girl who had to struggle with high school, no longer the girl who believed herself to be lacking in intelligence and talent, no longer the lonely girl who wished desperately for someone to love her. I now have everything I have always wanted - love and respect; and I wouldn't give it up for anything.

I'm going out with a few friends from high school later - to catch up, participate in childish activities, and all sorts of other things we used to do when we "hung out" together. I don't know how I feel about it. I planned the entire thing so at the time I was truly and sincerely looking forward to seeing them again... but now I can't help but wonder if I had made a mistake.