It's been three years. Looking back I realize how much I've changed and I have to admit that I'm pleased with the changes. I now possess a sort of innate ability to create nicely crafted sentence structure (sometimes anyway), I'm in a relationship with the person I consider to be my one true eternal love, and I no longer have any problems getting through school.

I like the person I've become. :) I'm no longer the girl who had to struggle with high school, no longer the girl who believed herself to be lacking in intelligence and talent, no longer the lonely girl who wished desperately for someone to love her. I now have everything I have always wanted - love and respect; and I wouldn't give it up for anything.

I'm going out with a few friends from high school later - to catch up, participate in childish activities, and all sorts of other things we used to do when we "hung out" together. I don't know how I feel about it. I planned the entire thing so at the time I was truly and sincerely looking forward to seeing them again... but now I can't help but wonder if I had made a mistake.

I just got hosted at almostbroken.net. Thanks Shi! =)

Anyway, I'm trying to set my greymatter account. Er...that's it, I suppose. More later.

Well, just fixed the coding of this blog. Now you really can't see the any of the coding of the main frame, even if you use that keyboard trick thing Fior did. AHA! Erm...excuse the flashes of insanity. Hmm, now all I've got to figure out is how to hide the frame code (not the main one) without somehow messing up this blog. Anyone know how to do that? If so, e-mail it to me ok? My add. is above. I also got rid of that annoying alert box that pops up everytime you right click.

I hate studying. I basically stared at my math notebook for about two hours, trying to force my mind to actually work, but failed miserably. I just really don't feel like studying. Maybe tomorrow, or on Tuesday. Just not today. My mind refuses to cooperate.

Argh. Adios.

So sleepy. Pretty strange considering that I just slept for 7 hours straight. Anyway...

Know what I realized? I love working with non-commercial sites when it comes to web design. They're so much well...nicer. They’re not parvenus at all.

Can't believe you fooled me, Rick! ^_- That's not the subject of the thing.

I don't think I've ever been more surprised.

Well, I'm here in the library enjoying my PEHMA time while this guy next to me tries to annoy me. It's working. -_- If only I could at least do some kind of damage to him, although the best I could probably do is give him a paper cut. If only he was human. Hmm.

Anyway. I really don't know what else to say at this point. See ya?

Argh...currently working on my Physics project. Making of the graphics was the easy part, and now comes the hard part ... the explanation. Why does there need to be one? I have a hard time explaining stuff like this.

Bleh. Gotta get back to work.

Had a lot of fun today. ^^ I woke up around 3 in the morning and left the house a couple of minutes after to go and participate in the Milo 5k marathon. (that was run-on wasn't it???) It was so much fun! I finished 11th in the team (very bad, yes I know, but oh well!) and P finished...what else? 1st. So proud of him! =) I wish I could be as fast as him. (him...he? why am I worrying about my grammar?) Anyway, after that we all went to McDo and got free food. And then from there went back to ATC, where I hung out with P until my Dad came to pick me up in Powerbooks. We played with the baby books/ehem...toys? and he quizzed me about various Rugrats related information. I really need to watch that show more. I'm missing so much!

Anyway. So now I'm back at home, thinking whether or not I should actually be responsible and do my math homework. I really don't want to do it, but I need to do it. Hmm....think....should I? ... oh hell, I'll just do it tomorrow morning. Or maybe half of it later. Dunno. Hey! Why not during PEHMA?

New layout. ^_^ I'm actually proud of it bec. I finally got to use the 3d effects I just learned. I didn't do any of my homework today though...oh well. There's always tomorrow.. oh wait, I just remembered that I'm supposed to run at a marathon tomorrow. I'm supposed to be asleep right now! Heh. Who am I kidding? Who could possibly sleep this early in the night?

Oh well. I'll give it a try. Good-night.